“Only people who are capable of loving strongly can also suffer great sorrow, but this same necessity of loving serves to counteract their grief and heals them.” ~ Leo Tolstoy
Today would have been our son Tom’s 28th birthday but he died at just 20 weeks as the result of a degenerative brain disorder, the cause of which has not been diagnosed.
Tolstoy is right and this quote reinforces my belief in the power of love.
It also reminds me that life after the death of Tom, and his younger brother Dan who had the same condition, is better not just in spite of their lives and deaths but also because of them.
Their deaths freed us to live as we couldn’t when we were caring for them but it is only because of what we learned from them that we truly appreciate that.
Their short lives and their multiple handicaps taught us to lose the ignorance and fear we had of disabilities.
They taught us that we are blessed by extended family and friends whose love and support provided so much when we needed it.
Our sons also taught us that good health and ability aren’t rights but privileges.
A lot of people tell me they couldn’t cope had they lost one child let alone two,
I answer that it would be throwing back the gifts our sons gave us if we didn’t make the most of all that they can’t.
Tolstoy’s quote speaks of the power of love and as Robert Fulgham reminds us in The Story Teller’s Creed, love is stronger than death.